Merry Christmas...

Hi folks...

How's the Christmas treating you people...

It's fun for me...

All I did was just be with my loved one...

Had a candlelight dinner and some cuddling in front of the TV...

It's all sweet...

We had Turkey and some Pork...

And some alcohol... Wonderful indeed, in my dreams... lol...

Christmas, in my opinion is a time to spend with family and friends and of course loved ones included... provided you have a loved one...

I have no regrets spending my time at home with family, compared to sitting in front of my com in my room... Being obsessed over some crazy actor... lol... I'm not that pathetic... I think...

Oh well... dinner was wonderful... the prize exchanging was of course wonderful too...

Receiving card is even more wonderful... but not when the card received is not the person you intend it from... But... oh well, it's the thoughts that count... I guess...

Ho ho ho, Merry Christmas... ^^

To love and be loved...

Something has been going through my head just now...

I thought back, about my life...

how I have always been looking for guys,

how I somehow click better with guys than with girls...

I was browsing my phone last night and three quarter of my messages were from guys...

And they are my best friends...

I thought of last year, thought of last last year, thought about 5 years ago...

At 15 I liked this guy whom I could see the future with...

And then I ruin it...

Now, I think I'm ready... ready to go through that again... To feel the love again...

Not lust, not desire, not infatuation... but truly to love and to be loved...

Sometimes, if you haven't been through shit, you won't know how to value the people around you...

Jerks are all around, gems are all around too...

All you have to do is to search in the dirt, to find a gem that suits you...

Merry Christmas... ^^

Missed the bus...

I wanted to catch the bus, waited to long contemplating whether to go on it or not...
Now the bus has left...

It was between hop onto it for a misadventure not knowing what to expect or to make a decision based on whether I feel like going or not...

Like he once said, "not making a decision is also making a decision"...

Time waits for no one... I guess my decision was made long before I knew it...

No regrets?

At this times, all songs have meanings... Sigh...