THE ONE???

How do we know if whoever we find will be our one and only true love, THE ONE!!!

It is something we will never know I guess... Just a risk we have to take...

Read this which I got from http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/

"This is the one." The universe assures me from behind the counter.

"But I thought you said the last one was the one." I reply.

"No." Says the universe. "I sold you that one so you would know that this, this is the one."

"Is there another one?" I ask the universe.

"I can't tell you." They reply. "It'd ruin the surprise."

Like they said, life is like a box of chocolate... No one knows what we are going to experience next...

Adiouz

Confession of the Love Bug

Have you ever met a guy who would do almost anything to get your attention???

Any normal girl would be touched to meet that kind of guy...

A guy who holds onto a crush, even after he thought he has no chances,

A guy who makes a promise to himself to be there for the girl whenever she needs him...

And the girl stupidly did not realize anything and when she realized it, she had to have the cheek to not know how to react...

She likes the guy, but... she's afraid...

Afraid of the future, afraid of the present, afraid of people, afraid of commitment...

When the last time she meets him, she had to break his heart...

she doesn't want him to keep thinking of her... as she does not feel that she's worth it...

she still doesn't...

But... for a guy who brings a girl to the beach early in the morn,

puts up with all her nonsense, how is a girl not to feel touched and happy...

But good things never last...

I miss him... Sigh...

Love Bug Strike Infinity

I'm in love again...
I'm definitely not on the lookout for true love...
I'm the Love Bug... and the love bug have visited me again...

But this time, it's visit was short and simple...
But yet... left a mark...
All I can do is to watch at the sidelines while he goes about with his stuff...
Have to keep my cool, not show my feelings on my face...
Be stoned face... be emotionless while inside you are craving for him...
Craving for him to tell me what his problems, help him solve his problems...
Help him in all that he needs... Be by his side to support him...

But... I can't do any of that...
All I can do is to be rude, and pretend like he don't mean a thing to me when he means the world to me...
I'm always thinking about him... Thinking about what I can do that can help him in any way...
I know he's upset about some things that happen around, but I can't do anything...
All I could do was to buy him a early birthday present which I hope could cheer him up a little...
Though I doubt as much...
But what can I do... I want to be that Angel protecting him from the pain he is going through...
But I'm just a thorn in his spine...
I'm just better off not around him...

That's the best I can do... and I try oh so hard to not think bout him...
But, the love bug just won't leave me alone...
He won't leave till I have suffered enough...

Dear lord...
My heart aches everytime I see him in pain... Sigh...