Love

One-sided love is tiring, but when it goes to another level. What do you normally expect?
What if it does goes to the next level where hands are clapping, but not the way you want them to clap.

That is my current state of relations. My one sided liking or so I thought has some progress.
No strings attached, sounds like some contract. A win-win situation.

The question is, WHAT HAVE I GOT MYSELF INTO???

I feel like a third party, or perhaps I'm not...
I don't know. Is that the way a relationship should progress???
It doesn't seem to progress like that with a lot of my friend or dramas I have watched.
Or is it just me, making things difficult that it became like this?

Gosh, when can I ever be as good as my mouth...
My heart is a blardy sucker when it comes to relationship, but my mouth knows what to say sometimes to people who face problems.
Damn...

Love... Sigh...